Just a little journaling, S10 had ball game tonight, had a good night sitting with W in bleachers and talking. After game we went back to her (OUR) house and had some dinner. Haven't done that in a while. S7 has practice tomorrow night, I told W I will pick boys up from school and just swing by and pick her up at about 6:30 tomorrow night to go to practice. She seemed fine with it. There were no R talks at all. When I first moved out of my parents about a month ago, during the first week we were having good interactions and carrying each other to the practices and going to dinner after some of them if it were not too late, but dumby me just had to bring up how great everything felt as it felt like we were a family again, of course this was a major backslide and my W closed off saying she didn't want to give me the wrong impressions. I will NOT speak anything about our R as I want to be able to do things with them as a family and not put any pressure on her. I learned from my last time as I thought headway was being made and it all got closed off. Hopefully she will not think about tonight too much and decide to just not go tomorrow night, that would be something she would do if she feels she is letting the door open too much.
