THanks Peace. We are doing the best for the kids and that is all that matters.

I am happy with my choices. I have made mistakes but have forgiven myself for them. It has been hard to look at myself and know I have to change a few things.But it can be done,

I love H and want the best for him. But I cannot help him see that.

So, I just have to be the best I can be(like the army song).

And H will have to catch up...

Today he showed up at school to pick up D7. She was already gone to her friends.

H asked me where she was. I told him she was at the friends. H said I knew he was coming.

I told H (nicely) i did not know he was coming. He did not pick her up yesterday and I texted him. H did not respond to my tesxts.
H said I knew he was goingto pick her up.

i just told H he does not communicate with me what he is going to do so I dont know.

H pulled away while my arms were in his car window.

H looked alot heavier and had fast food in the car. Veryy unlike him.

Whatever.

H was happy as ever.

H texted me later , basically blaming me.

It will ALL be okay!!!