Happy Together at Long Last!!!

[Jen_Jam]

Haven't updated in a while ... life is good. I like my life. I like myself. I even like my job!

But H ... I'm not so sure anymore. I've been thinking about this for some time and I believe I have been giving him chances but I'm not sure anymore.

I asked him to step up to the mark and take on more of the household, diurnal stuff. But I still feel like I have a child.

I asked for him to tell me I looked nice at least twice a week. I get a token effort, then nothing.

Hi LD is still there. We ML about a week ago but then he pointed out he always rises to the occasion when he needs a pee, so wasn't it convenient? I feel so ugly.

I don't know what to do. Nagging doesn't work and it's not something I enjoy. Asking calmly doesn't work.

I suppose I'm here as one last ditch. I don't want to get a D but I really miss being important, attractive, loved. I see so many people here who truly love their spouses and it's touching to see the care and effort they will put in. I feel like I'm talking to a brick wall at home.

I see I have two choices. Limp on in this M where we are really nothing more than friends or get a D. Neither of them appeal to me. I don't expect hearts and flowers all the time, I realise that being M is not Hollywood. I just don't know what I can do to bring more passion, love and excitement back. I suggested we go out tonight, just to chat and catch up, to reconnect, but it's now gone 10 and he's still at work.

Why do i bother?