Today is Wednesday. I haven't seen her since Saturday. Tomorrow evening, W and I are going to a yacht club meeting together, then I am sleeping over so we can leave for a 3-day trip to Seattle from her place.
I have gone a little dim; since I have gotten my head around detaching, I don't feel the need to contact her that much. The few emails we have shared have been nice, she has been quite a bit more verbose in what she writes to me. Example. I had another band audition last night.
She sent me: I'M CHEERING FOR YOU TONITE!! Let me know how it goes!!!
My response: Thanks for cheering for me! I have a good feeling about this one. Will let you know tomorrow, since I think I’ll be finished late (15 songs on the agenda).
This morning, from me: Good morning W, Audition went really well, as I said, I have a good feeling. Ears are still ringing, had my amp turned up to 10 the whole night and forgot my earplugs. Hope you have an awesome day…the sun is peeking out.
Her response, 5 minutes later: Good morning MM, Very nice. Fingers crossed for you. Enjoy your day too! W
A couple of weeks ago, it was all one or two word emails, no emotion at all.
I hope the weekend goes OK, at least neutral. Although I suspect that both of us are sort of wondering what it'll be like to spend 3 whole days together for the first time in 4 months.
I am willing to take her back, I think she knows it, but I have stopped talking about it.
