It's true; whenever I start to detach H tries to suck me back in. It just happened today, of course it was about money. I started to get pulled into an argument and stopped. I guess I should be grateful that we're not living together through this - at least I have my space. I couldn't imagine living w/ someone who was having an ongoing A, though it is tough on my D.
As for OW, I decided yesterday that if he wants to be w/ her so badly (if she's still around) or if he wants that "free" life so badly that he can't find a way to be honest with me, then he can have that life, that OW, or whatever it is he wants right now. Like BFM suggested, he seems to want it all, and he can't have it anymore.
Everything we want comes at a cost, we just have to figure out if it's worth the price we have to pay to get it.
"...'cause I know, the grass is greener but just as hard to mow." John Butler, Better Than
FA
What does not destroy me, makes me stronger.
FA:43, H:42 D:7 M:10 yrs, T:24 yrs EA:?, PA:1/06 S:3/07 EA/PA ongoing Aborted attempt to move home 07/08
