That's great that you started your own business. I've done the same. And while it's definitely not what pays the bills, I enjoy it. That's the most important part. It'll keep you busy. If it's something you love to do, you never know what it may become.
Just keep letting go of your H. It's still too soon to see any changes, IMO. The less contact you have with him, the more changes, if any, you'll be able to see later.
I think that no matter how much they may be following the script, things never happen the way we imagine them to in our minds. Stop looking for signs (I know... it's hard). No signs, no expectations.
