Hi addie,

I will go to that forum & check it out but I may keep posting here also. I'm so sad today. Everyone is saying congratulations but I'm not happy at all about the D. I know I've said this before but we were once so close & so crazy about each other. We told each other everything. I wanted to call him so bad yesterday after my interview b/c normally that's what I would have done. I just miss him so bad & I'm scared, I'm afraid I'll never see him again! I know there are no guarantees but I just keep praying that he will come to his senses. I shouldn't want him back the way he has treated me, being so mean & hateful, not abusive but hateful. But I realize after all the comments I've gotten from you all, I just know he is in MLC & I hope that he will come out of it. I'm just still in shock that all this has happened to us. I'm sure everyone out there will be saying the same thing about your sitch.

Thank you all for your support, I sure need it right now!!!