It has been one busy day after another. Running the Ds here and there. The month of April is always a very busy one for us and I am living for the end.

I found out yesterday how doing something so simple can yield some positive results. When I got home in the afternoon I noticed that some of my spring flowers had opened up. I took a couple of pics and sent them to H. No written text just the pics. H called a few minutes later and was surprised that they were blooming. I guess he appreciated me thinking of him. He also told me he wasn't feeling well. Told him I hoped he felt better and that I wasn't feeling so hot either. When H called later in the day said he had felt better but was feeling bad again.

Before I went to bed I sent a little text telling H goodnight (first i have done since he was out of town)and telling him I hoped he felt better. I imediately got a text in response with pretty much the same msg.

This morning H called me while I was at work...out of the blue...no reason. Maybe there is still hope. I guess I just need to lay low and try to do more thoughtful things.


R 23 years
M 20 years
Bomb June 2007
S Oct 2007
Ds 11 & 16
Ds and I moved out Aug. 2008