hey Sad, guess there is nothing to loose when you see her and test the waters. Since you've been separated for so long with no contact whatsoever it is hard to make any assumptions about how she feels/thinks at this point. The last things that dies is hope, you've done well for yourself and have accepted that perhaps this it, so whatever happens you know where you stand in your mind, you've GAL and gone on with your life. Why won't your d17 won't talk to you?
Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2
30something 2kids survivor of S, MLC, A, D I have peace in my heart, at last.
