I'm sorry you're feeling down. It's so hard when you get such a positive sign as you did with H's 'I'm sorry' and theen things appear to backslide.
I wouldn't read too much into his going home though.....his apologising and saying ILY was a big step to take. He may need some time in his cave to think about it before taking another step towards you. That would be my take on it anyway....
I saw on BNDs thread in MLC aswell thaat her H said he wanted to come home and then took a year to actually do it! It's going to happen for you too- I know it so hang in there. You are doing fabulously!!
L.xx
Walk on, walk on, with hope in your heart. And you'll never walk alone.
