Thank you for thinking so positively about everything... it seems reality isn't quite so positive...
Although I truly believe as H's wife that I should be here to help him through this time of recovery I also want to be here for him.. it just hurts today... today D2 told him she wants to go to Daddy's house.. and he said "soon".. once his mouth feels a little bit better. So I asked him if he's planning on staying the week? To make sure that he's well on his way to recovery and then going to head back to the apartment. He said that he'll probably stay until Friday.
I know I shouldn't feel so devastated by this but it was just a big blow... my heart feels really heavy. Obviously the "I'm Sorry" didn't mean "I've Made a Mistake" or "I want to come home".. I don't know what it meant.. but it hasn't changed anything.
I can't stay on long.. so I'll have to check on all of you once things settle around here... I have to make sure D2 doesn't get too close to H.. she's already hit him in the mouth, accidentally, once.
