BE STILL, QUIET, PATIENT, AND DARK

[cagzmom]

Hey T-

Your honesty in your post made me sad because I understand, feel and know what you are saying. It is acceptance isn't it? We WONT be second to any BIMBO!!

The ow stuff is hard. VERY HARD. Here we are living - and trying to move forward adn they just jump on the first ship that drives by.

This to me is much like a terminal illness ---like cancer. The death IN the cancer is what makes people look like they are sick and damaged....by cutting out the cancer it brings LIFE back. BUT often there is still chemo and other treatments taht may not be pleasant at the time -and also cause some "outward" appearance of damage - BUT inside there is healing!!

It will take us time T- this acceptance thing well to be truthful my heart wants to fight it. BUT I MUST accept it.

You are totally in my thoughts. MORE than you know!!!