WAS32. You might have seen my previous post and I received some very good information from the reply, but I wanted to get some response from you if you have time...
I did a horrible thing to my wife about a year and a half ago. I met another woman at on a business trip and through texts, emails, and phone calls, our relationship went beyond friends. We flirted with each other and I ended up having an EA with her. When the OW started talking about meeting (we lived several hours away from each other) I realized what I was doing and wanted to stop. However, before I could, my wife found a text. This experience really woke me up and made me take a hard look at my life and what I found did not make me very happy. I was not the man that I thought I was nor that I wanted to be. So, the past year and a half I have really made some life changes. My wife sees these changes and appreciates them it seems, however, it makes her angry that I have changed now and was not who I should have been for all that time. It seems like she is mad at me still. Things are much better, but its just not the same. She says she can't trust me and doesn't know how to.
I have not had any contact with the OW since then. I don't want anyone but my wife!! I never did really, it was just a cool new friend that got out of hand.
