Well, things kind of came to a head last week. I finally just told her that she had to make a decision.
I took her out to eat and we talked. I told her where I was coming from and that if she chose to try and trust me again, I would not let her down. I told her I would fight to the end with her if thats what she chose, however, if she just felt like she didn't want to, then that was fine and that I was ready to move on with my life if that is really what she wanted. This past weekend was GREAT! Things still are not 100%, but we are working. She has come back to bed and we are peicing things back. There are still times when I feel very insecure, but I fight those times. She has not put on her ring yet, but I am not going to push that for a while. I am hoping that she just does that on her own soon.
