I really really get what you are telling me. You also have pointed out that you know this part is hard for me. I will stop fixating on receiving THAT kiss! We are going away to my granparents `place in the sun` for 5 days at the start of May. So I hope to be able to relax with her. Relaxing is the key for me now.
I have learned alot of lessons. I will never go back to being clingy ever again. Not in me I think, dont really know what came over me now.
It does seem to be a bit counter productive to let her persue me, when it seems she doesnt want me, but I will try it for a while. Wont hurt!
Anyway, thank you for spending the time to write such a loooong post! I really appreciate it, and I am sure it will help others too. You have a knoack for putting things in a very easily understood way.
Speak soon
Steve
Me 27 W 30 M 2yrs/ T 5yrs Expecting our first child Sept 08 warning bomb (has feelings for someone) 21/12/08 I found out about OM (by snooping) 14/1/08 Living together.
