FA, I think you are making a good decision. This is what is best for you at the given time and you seem to know it.
It is good to hear you say you have not shut & locked the door forever. Just temporarily move forward and focus on you.
I wish I had your strength right now. I still worry about every move and word and contact I make with my H. I know I need to drop things more also, I just find that my Heart wont let me.
Stay well and stay healthy and keep us updated with your progress moving forward on your own. TIPPER