I took my older daughter to another Bucks game. We have really been enjoying ourselves doing this. It is such a wonderful diversion for us both.
It is also quite a 180 for me and this has my ex very puzzled why I am attending a sporting event like this.
Ex has been so quiet. I almost feel he is testing me to see how long I will last without contacting him. I don't think he has taken me seriously when I told him that as long as he is with other woman, he has made his choice. Seriously, I really feel this way. I will not be second best to a bimbo. Life is so much more peaceful not in the drama.
Don't get me wrong, I miss him, the old him. I have not seen the old him in years though and may never see that man again.
He did tell me when he had just begun his journey that he would never go back to "the way he use to be" - a nice guy.
Anyway, I think about you guys all the time. I am sad that there are other people going through this. I am also reassured by all of you and I get strength from reading that other people are surviving this.
Love Trusting.....
Me: 46 H:44 Together: 25 years Married: 20 years Separated: 11-30-06 Divorced 12-21-07 OW: EA began 2005 PA began end of 2006 3 children,20, 16, 6 ex asked for forgiveness 01/16/11
