Looks to me and most other folks as if your numbers have come up!
But seriously, it must be tricky to keep showing patience with this while at the same time maintaining your own momentum and changes. It would be the easist thing in the world to let things slip and backslide to a place you don't ever want to go to again.
How about a spot of revision - have a look through your old posts and spend some time setting out your current goals and above all maintain your GALing.
Even if you can't influence W I think you need to keep yourself pushing forward. Time for tweaking perhaps?
Best - GFI
Me: 40ish W: 40ish Together: 20 ish years Married: 10ish Years