I have decided that I will only text him a "happy b-day" message when I get out of work.
It is showing that I am a friend still, with out seeming pursuing by sending him a card or a gift.
I have been pretty dim with H. I have not seen him in over a month and a half. He also has stopped texting me and coming to walk the dog so much. It almost seems like he is distancing from me on purpose since I have been putting my foot down more. I dont get it, at first he seemed to be really being nice and kind and helpful for about 3 weeks and now - nothing for a week and a half.
I leave for vacation to OBX on friday. It will be hard to be gone for a week when I have had so much anxiety about my sitch. But it will also be a blast and I know I will enjoy it.
I miss my H and this is the second B-day of his i will miss due to this MLC. I need to be strong and not let it bug me. TIPPER
