Going on Four Weeks MLCer Home

[MidwesternGirl]

things accelerated tonight when he got home.

i made him dinner and then he went to use the kids bathroom and slammed the door shut then came out and started yelling at me. he said he is really the only one who works and he does not appreciate coming home to a house nobody takes care of.

the kids bathroom is a mess, and of course we have a major weed problem.

he says my job does not pay enough money except for my bills and a few groceries and that he cannot afford to keep buying groceries every few days. then he said the only recreation he has is his beer and cigs.

i started to really cry and told him i am doing what i can, and the kids have been told what they should be doing but they do not.

why should they when all they see their dad do is drink every night?

then he told me for the last few days he has had this lump in his chest which has been hurting like crazy and sometimes it is hard to breathe. he said he might have to go to a doctor but will not go--yet.

however, he is still sitting back there drinking and smoking................

he said he hates being here, we take advantage of him even me which is not true, and that he has so much stress about so many things but does not elaborate.

thanks for letting me vent once again....................