Hey man, my thoughts on all this-Play till the last whistle blows. My intention is to live in this house even if we are in separate rooms until the judge says it's over. Why should I let my wife off easy??? I hate to take that attitude but what the hell. I know I screwed up our R. I've admitted it, took responsibility for it, hell took responsibility for things I should not have. Why should I pack up and make it easy on her. I have changed every thing I am doing. My wife will be 44 in may, was 42 when my D was born..has not had period in 6 months...but it's all on me according to her. It's not all on me brother, it's not all you.
Play till the last whistle blows my friend. Stay busy, go to the driving range. I know about the driving man, 50 minutes to work for me one way twice a day. Luckily I have XM radio and the comedy channels keep me laughing. I work with a guy in a warehouse who keeps me laughing also. he knows my sitch and listens when I bitch. Do not sit idle, find something to do.I am still playing golf and working out..if not for that and my daughter, I'm ssure I would be in trouble.
