Last night at bed time I put in my "The Secret" tape. It is a positive thinking tape. I have been having a hard time keeping positive thoughts lately. Anyway on my way to work this morning I was thinking how W has not heard anything from this job search place she is registered at. How my "anniversary" of the bomb is nest Saturday, And I was thinking about writing a letter to W about my feelings and that I know I told her I would not talk R until she got a job but I had to let my feeling be known. I would not expect a reply. Anyway I got a phone call from W at work. She told me she got a temp job offer in the next town but it would only be for two weeks. She asked me what I thought I said that's great. If necessary I can work swing shift and take son to school, it would give her some new stuff for her resume and get her back into the swing of things... She said it was kind of a hassle for only two weeks and what if something else full time came up? I told her it was up to her but she has my full support what ever she decides. She said she would think about it. So right when I was getting ready to go home I get another phone call. It's W again. she starts telling me about re loading things on her computer and when she loaded her micros Office she had a E mail from the other company she sent her resume into. (The strange thing about this company is the person she is supposed to contact has the same first name as my W and her last name is my son's name weird huh). Any way W called her and said she was sorry for not getting back to her sooner but her computer was down. The woman said no problem and is going to give my W a phone interview tomorrow. I told wife "see you are going to have to start turning them away". W getting this job is a good thing right now because they are cutting off my overtime at work. So with this new twist I am not going to write a letter. And on the anniversary of my "Bomb" son and I are going out to the coast for the day. I also made reservations for a real camping trip (off the drive way) for son and I the weekend after at the coast...
my reading for today:
The clarity you had about your feelings for someone is dissolving a little bit today, but have no fear. This confusion you will be experiencing is a totally normal part of the deliberation process. You have come across new information about them, and it is only natural that this revelation makes you think twice about who you thought they were. No one is perfect, so if you thought they were, you now know you were wrong. Can you still accept them, once you've seen their imperfections?
is the end near???
Dr LOve
And if I claim to be a wise man, well It surely means that I don't know
