MLC BS/2?

[Patrick325]

I went for a good long walk with my dogs after posting and I guess I had something of an epiphany. I have been feeling guilty that I don't feel like I love my wife anymore. That feeling of love has been replaced by anger and resentment. I started to feel guilty that I wasn't feeling the same way about her. But I realized that I do love my wife, and I do want to save my marriage but I don't need her or my marriage to be happy. I am definitely hurting but I can be happy without her or our marriage. It scared meat first because I felt guilty that I was letting her slip away from me. But the more I realize that I cannot control what is going to happen the more I understand that I may as well figure out how to be happy without her. I still miss her but I feel better about my future. The only problem now is not dating. I have been perusing the dating sites and have emailed and phoned a couple of girls but I am trying to stay away from dating...