I ended up staying at work a little longer and then headed home determined to not be visibly sad. She had done some work and was curious about where I had been. She expressed disappointment that I wasn't there earlier so we could play with the animals outside. It was nice to feel missed.
We had a peaceful night-made dinner together and watched tv.
I think I was so very low yesterday that today I've pushed it down far enough that I'm feeling fair to midlin.
One foot in front of the other right? You never know when the pain is going to fully hit again.
Me-36 W-36, waw, mlc and ea. Together 17 yrs Married 16 yrs Bomb 12/21/06 Asked about counseling together 8.07 doesn't believe in what i believe in and doesn't know how to fix this 11.07 Demanded we sell the house 2.08 Admitted affair 4.08