Thanks guys.

I ended up staying at work a little longer and then headed home determined to not be visibly sad. She had done some work and was curious about where I had been. She expressed disappointment that I wasn't there earlier so we could play with the animals outside. It was nice to feel missed.

We had a peaceful night-made dinner together and watched tv.

I think I was so very low yesterday that today I've pushed it down far enough that I'm feeling fair to midlin. \:\)

One foot in front of the other right? You never know when the pain is going to fully hit again.


Me-36
W-36, waw, mlc and ea.
Together 17 yrs
Married 16 yrs
Bomb 12/21/06
Asked about counseling together 8.07
doesn't believe in what i believe in and doesn't know how to fix this 11.07
Demanded we sell the house 2.08
Admitted affair 4.08