It sounds like you've got a great start on a nice, new place. And how fun for the kids to get to experience the goofy phases of renovation! You've accomplished more a week within move date than I have in 10 months; nice going.
Originally Posted By: Jeff223
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She is trying all so hard to be friends. Frankly folks, I want no part of it right now. I wish I had been paid money for each time I thought I had arrived at "forgiveness". I have backslid once again - anger has returned. Mostly anger at me but also for her destroying how she did.
So I flip-flop between anger and depression.
I'm sorry...and I so very much know how you feel. It is good of you to post it...sometimes over in surviving everyone is so perky it feels wrong to still have these strong attachments and negative emotions. But we do have them, and it helps I think for others to see and know they aren't alone.
Hang in there, we are truly moving forward, just not so directly all the time.