I am trying so hard to hold on but this is getting so difficult. H has taken over a new identity and has detached completely from me and d. He does his twice a week visit and nothing more. No phone calls, texts or emails. He is on leave and will not even come see her. He is completely consumed with his new life, his ow and his easy entrance into the music world, one he could never do on his own. He has become this charmer, even the ow exboyfriend wants to hang out with him! I am hanging on by a thread but I don't know how to carry on doing this.
Help!, I need encouragement. 6 months is 6 months too long.I want to hang on but I am really tired of this game. I am also feeling so angry as the truth has come out and he was being so cruel and lying to my face for so long. I want to scream at him and tell him he is a useless idiot, a cheating *****, how he could do this to me and feel justified I just dont know! Help me hold on......
