Well, I've done it all, GAl (not so good at this but working on it). PMA, doing it.....
I want the magic pill to get him out of my head....after 30 years how can he now think about me at all...how can he be so happy? That is what I don't get.....we got along great, at least I thought. My friends said it always looked as if he adored me and was always attentive to me....what is so attractive about this woman....I have been DBing for about a year....and there is not one change, AT ALL!!!
I wish someone could tell me what to do....I try to ignore him but thoughts of him and OW fill my head and it makes me sick...seriously.....I'm not a good DBer....altough I have not brought up us, the R talks, the big D.....nothing....what is he waiting for if he wants to be by himself....he says he's not trying to disrupt the kids' lives but what does he think he just did?? He has hurt my children, and I'm left to pick up the pieces..he never sees any of this because when he is with S10 it's all fun and games...he doesn't have to worry about the bills cause i do them. It's so frustrating...I love him but I want to hate him....
Treese
H 49 M 45 D 23, D17, S12 M 25 T 31 01/07 OW H at my door w/proof Bomb ILYBINILWY 06/07 Sep 01/08 headed for the greener grass, Mar08.B#2H has child who is 9 11/08 pos.paternity
