#3 Did I find DB too late? Maybe not...

[newnamenewlife]

I continue to marvel at you, CW. I am having such a hard time with the anger still; tomorrow H&I are supposed to see our MC because he wants us to discuss S without me flipping out. I am sooo resistant and even more infuriated by his wanting to be considerate of me. He wants to know what I want as far as terms of S and him seeing the kids, etc. I am still feeling like the only thing I want is not to S, so it's a vicious circle.

I am also really pissed and hurt by the fact that he won't touch me at all--not even a peck on cheek hello and goodbye. What is that??? He pecks his mother on the cheek, for goodness sake!