Going on Four Weeks MLCer Home

[MidwesternGirl]

Also let me say that HE wanted to come home, HE said he came to the realization that I was the one for him and the one he ever really loved, that I was a real blessing to him...........

When he drinks, it allows him to open up and express his feelings which is something he never did and was never permitted to do while growing up.

And when he does open up, it is not really about me, it is about him.

Will he read self-help books or talk to someone? NO! He had training with mental issues while in college so there is nothing he does not already know. Would he take meds to make him feel better? Nope.

OUr anniversary is next week and I usually make us a nice dinner but this year, I am thinking of being still and doing nothing. That would be really hard for me to do but I just might do it, not sure yet.

I am sure whatever is eating at him he will get over.

He no longer keeps his cell phone with him as it is always turned off and on the shelf now. He used to keep it with him and talk to OW.

I know this is a very hard time for him but it is really hard on the LBS, esp. one like me who is always (most of the time) upbeat!