I wish I could get there on detachment. W is in my every thought, not what is she doing but just what will become of it all.
I often think if i would be ready to date and the answer is definatly no. I can't see how my wife is so ready to date or is already. My mind would not be there and it would be so unfair to her and I. Yet I would like to have a female friend to hang out with, go to the movies, ski together maybe a little golf. I miss havong a female companion. Normal thinking?
