peace- Glad you are feeling more grounded today. Whoa...you have so much going on...sounds like you have plenty to keep you busy for awhile. Your business could be a great thing for you to focus on if you could find the energy.
I can see why you might want to move but, IMO, don't do it unless you are done or you can't afford the house. My H does not feel a connection to my new house and uses it as one of his issues (excuses). I believe that your H stills has some kind of a connection to your home. I think being still would include your home.
The fantasy of running away seems tempting...<sigh>...but you know you could never do it...so, if you ever need a little escape, come visit me in CA.
