MLC BS/2?

[Patrick325]

I wonder if I'm meant to pass this test...I feel like I've screwed it up so bad. I want to go back and do it all over differently. But when I try to figure out what to do now I just keep repeating the same things over and over. I'm locked in this cycle in my life and I can't get out of it. I want to make changes but I don't want to change. I want to take care of my kids..but I have always done that. I want to try to find a better job but I don't want to (especially with a pending divorce)....I'm locked in this cycle, just watching this [censored] happen to me and not being able to do anything....having no control, and handing over control to the one who helped ruin my marriage is reeeaaaaly hard!