No I am pretty sure that there is no one else involved. Right now I am acting positive around her and like I am moving on. She told the kids last night and my oldest one was really upset. I had asked my w to call me later after she had told them and when she did I asked how the girls took it and she stated that she had just got my oldest one calmed down. When asked to speak to the oldest the W stated that she did not want to get my oldest upset all over again and stated that my oldest was mad at her and not me. I told her to make sure and tell my oldest that I love her and give her a kiss for me as I was crying over the phone. My W responded that I know you love her HONEY!...She called me honey she slipped...she has called me that in 4 months since we separated....Anyway I picked up the kids after school today and my oldest and I had a little cry together and my oldest told me that the W told them during the talk that she still loved their Dad.......What's with that!! Anyway I don't put much stock in it. She was supposed to be home early to take the kids to a baseball game opening day and called to tell me she would be late because she was stuck in a meeting ....she got home 2 hours late.....Makes me wonder... I am still being the good father and being at the house everyday for the kids after school...Another 180 I am doing is when she gets home I just kiss the kids goodbye and walk out the door without hanging around trying to talk or anything to her. But she has filed for divorce and I have very very little hope that she will change her mind.......
I love her but I really think she has lost her mind and is in the worst middle age chrisis or WAW mind set. My main focus right now is healing myself and being there for the kids as much as possible even though I feel like she is using me. It is more important for me to be a father than to worry about her using me.
