Everyone has backslides EVERYONE. (at least you didn't "waste" a whiskey on him)
Now you go back and think about what you could have done differently so it doesn't happen again. It's ok to backslide but it's not ok if you don't learn from them.
(((HUGS)))
Jen
Jen *The more anger towards the past you carry in your heart, the less capable you are of loving in the present*