Still in love with my waw....after divorce

[Bill_S]

Chevelle,

It was rough. Thursday I went for my last things and to help her move some furniture for cleaning. Hey , when the woman actually wants to clean I encourage it! She apparently inhaled something while cleaning which kicked her allergies into high gear. So I, being the sap I am, dusted "our" bedroom and swept the bed. Then brought down my sons ionizing fan for her(did wonders) and ordered pizza for the kids and a friend spending the night. She was too "sick" to feed them. Then before I went for pizza she asked me to pick up two things (she paid) and I did. So much for tough love and gettin out of Dodge by sundown. Before I left I told her once my stuff is gone that's it, I wasn't coming back.

Friday came back to finish and she started in on her bf, good and bad. When I left I told her I can't handle this junk anymore. Listening to her about him and other stuff,being around only to help her and thats all I'm good for. She denied it and said she could stop talking about him and I said its more than that. She said "I thought we were friends"! I told her to call me if something changes and she truly wants me in her life. Very hard to do.

Today stopped by to see my son (stayed in car) and called him. She got on phone to suggest something since I was going to do laundry. Them before I could leave she stepped out of the house to ask if I forgot my grill. I said on way backs son could toss it out on porch and she decided to suggest he "set it on the porch instead" and she left. I kind of sat there and faked a laugh. Wonder how her weekend went ?? She went with on to a bodybuilding show and spent the night and most of Sunday with him. She spend so much time with a guy she's unsure about (and sleeping with him ). Oh well.....

I'm detaching ok. Today was good. Just don't see her the same now. Maybe staying away is a good thing.

On a side note I got a new toy! I'm writing this on an iPod touch !! Still getting used to it so forgive the typos.

Nowhere to go but up!
Bill