I think I was really run down, I have not been sleeping very well with the sore back and arm, The pain pills and stress probley played into it also. I am going to start cutting back on the pill tommarow.
Jurnaling, Things are good today. I went to the ciropractor.... Well I feel a whole lot beter but I already made the appointment and I figured at least I would get to know him if It happened agian. Well First I saw his assiatant. Buatufull blond.. (good thing they did not ask me to take off my clothes). she touched me in places nobody has touched me in a long time. ON MY BACK. I mean she touched me on my back I was not lying on my back... Then the Doctor came in and he did some ultra sonic stuff to me.. I ask if his assiatant could come back and do it but he said no... the he pulls out this thing he called a "Clicker" Ya right... some thing that just clicks.... he clicked aound my back. He wants to see me agian in a week. I feel ok now but I will bo back one more time. Also he wants me to get a blood test becasue he thinks I may have Gout in my elbow. When I got home W wanted to know how it went and I told her. She then told me she made a ceaser salad and it is in the frig. if I wanted it.. W has cleaned out her computer and is starting to load it back up today. she does seem happy.. If I really think about it she seems alot happier that she was a year ago. I am afraid to look at the phone bill but I think I will need to soon. Only then can I be for sure that she has not talked to him. Imean I could ask her but.... I think If I look and find out they have brokec contact It will help me with my PMA on reconnecting. Of course if I see they have talked it will hurt. But it would hurt anyway if I asked her and she said yes... the "anaverery is next saturday" Wish me luck to get through this weekend. I MAY go campingwith my son. (Of of the driveway) out at the coast... we will see. If not this weekend maybe next..
Later
Dr LOve
And if I claim to be a wise man, well It surely means that I don't know
