Remember why you have loved him for all these years and why you want to continue your life with this man. Focus on every good memory you have because you will need it to believe that you can make it. It will take a helluva woman to make it all the way thru this and still want him on the other side.
WCW this is why I have waited for him for a year. But none of what I feel, or believe, or hope for means anything if H doesn't want me. At this point after a year of this...nothing has changed. He still looks at me with pure hatred and says to everyone that he is never coming back home.
M41 H42 D17 Adopted N14 M22 T24 "Bomb" 4/07 Sep 8/07 Admitted OW 11/07(only to me) OW back 12/4/07 PA on off thru 7/08 says done w/OW but not coming home 8/08 D final 7/09 Moving on and up!!