I want to add that, at least from everything I have read on this board, you are definitely not a martyr. If anything, you are being "martyred" for what you believe in but I do not see you seeking it out or taking pleasure from it.

Just as Jack stated above, the people we see today that embody the definition of a martyr usually "complain more and do less". That is not you, in my book.

Hugs!


Me:56, W:51
D:26,S:24,S:22
Married:18
Bomb 9/27/06
Separated 11/27/06
Divorced 10/6/08
Leaving it up to God