I think he thought we might be around Saturday when he dropped by but Sunday he knew we were out but didn't know until when. I asked him how long he was here when I saw him today but he didn't tell me.
I think I need to make many more changes. It's not so much GAL but working on some issues I have which really need to be dealt with. I've been really looking deep inside myself and seeing what needs to be seen.
Jen
Jen *The more anger towards the past you carry in your heart, the less capable you are of loving in the present*
Looking inside ourselves is the key to accepting the situation. I still firmly believe my H blew things out of proportion, didn't honor his vows by not sharing his pain with me and is overreacting BUT his issues are not without merit. I've found some flaws within myself that I want to change because of this. I will be a better person.
Me: 42/H: 37 T: 10 years/M: 8 D9, S8 Bomb: 7.23.07 Separated: 1.20.08 D Final 3.19.09 Affair started in '05, found out parts in 11/07. They married 11.26.09
