Of course you are in my prayers, again and again and again.
I know there are many reasons infirmities (and other things we wished would rather not happen) are allowed. Some times it is for us to learn something, for God to be able to show his power and for us to have to depend on Him. The one thing that is never a bad action on our part is to choose to draw close to God. Of course we will ask for a healing but the other question to ask is, "God what are you trying to show me through this?" This is one of the main questions I learned to ask while going through the D.
Even now as I post on my thread about the ending of my fledgling relationship, I know God's plans for me are good. Through my D, God showed me so many things and my life is so rich. Through my pastor's wife's cancer survival, God showed them and the congregation many, many things as well.
So my dear, I will wear out a hole in my jeans praying for you but I encourage you to reach out to God, spend time reading the Psalms. If you really want to question God about all this, read the book of Job. In 18 years of being a Christian, I had never read it all the way through until I went through the divorce. When I read it, I came away with a proper perspective on things.
(Hey Julie, about those videos... )
Committed2Him- "C2H" All Things (Back from Spain!)...18
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