unevitably aboard the D train...

[cat03]

thanks Beth, this is really hard for me, I work full time, I run home to be with them, he doesnt' even call them and now he wants to have them one extra night to tuck them in? I dont' buy it, sounds like he is just saying that so I let him have one kid to claim as dependant. My accountant is trying to explain me the difference in $, havign a hard time (1,000 tax credit, the 500 per child, etc)

ARGHH!!! by next year s9 will be going to middle school, he'd have to get d5 up much earlier just so he can drop son on time, then there are the times 4nowH calls me and asks me when is son out, after years of s9 going to school he NEVER remembers when the bus comes, it drives me nuts! I can just picture by kids just waiting for him to pick them up, him being late and just all sorts of bad weather...

I hate him for this, I told him so yesterday, on a rare explotion of emotions, I hate that I will loose time with them. GRRRRRRRR

Yes, i am making myself crazy Beth, maybe I just need to let this out to feel better. Was talking to a friend who has 3 kids and her x takes them every other weekend, how she used to sob and sulk and not go out each time he took them, that it took her a while to get out of the house and get used to it. She is doing worse than me (x wont' pay her all the CS he owes her) but she is making it, with 3!