thank you for the response. I know the answer is to db, get a life, etc. It's just so f'ing hard. It was easier when we were at least having sex as pathetic as that sounds. It was those moments that I felt there was still love there (believe me, I know the difference between f'ing and lovemaking and a connection). Why would he want to stop having sex NOW??? Is he afraid that because I know there is someone else, I'll find her name and number and tell her all about it???
I'm just so sad and can't believe that only 2 months ago my life was so different, just SO different than this.