i dont know T-

This has been the hardest thing I have ever had to bare.
As with you and everyone else on this board...I am sure our pain is felt by many.

OW and our h's. So wierd how they start making a "new life" as though this one is obsolete. With my H - I asked him yesterday -- ok so you are living with her - yes - ok then what am i to tell d11 when she wants to have sex some day - what are you showing her about life and relationships? I said the things you have set in motion I will have to deal with later in her life.....

You are doing so awesome - and I am so proud of you. I took today off from work--giong to use it to bounce back and get my head out of the sand. I am tired - as I know you are too.


M-20 years/BOMB 12/24/06
Moved out 3/12/07
D final 7/30/2008
finding myself again