Not the person I was before

[redhottie]

Nothing really new or exciting to report. H has been out of town for a few days so it was a pretty quiet and uneventful weekend. I did make a couple of major purchases for the Ds. The first one was so out of character for me that I think it surprised H. D10 told him about it and when he got on the phone he said "that was nice," in a kind of shocked tone. Think that counts as a 180. Some of the purchases had to be assembled and I did that myself instead of waiting for H. Another 180 that I have been working on since the bomb.

When I answered one of H's calls he said I sounded POed our winded. I wasn't either so I tried to explain why that might be. I thought it was interesting that he even noticed and pointed it out. H had made a couple of comments during one conversation about something he needed to do. The third time I said "I'll stop wasting your time and let you go." I didn't really mean it, but it slipped out. H replied don't do that. SO I don't know if he meant I wasn't wasting his time or just not to point it out. Neither really matters. Don't know if he is finally starting to care or what.