The last couple of days have been quiet for the most part, except when I bought her a dozen roses, then she told me that it just reminded her of the fact that I had given her roses then slept with the OW two days later. So I aplogized and left it at that.
Today she sent me a long e-mail telling me to stop kissing her ass, stop buying her things, because op[ening up my wallet is not showing her that I care.
I don't know what else to do. She won't talk to me except to tell me she wants me to move out. She tells me I never cared about her feelings, which is not true, but for her it feels that way. I am stuck in no mans land right now.
I love her and want to do everything I can to show her that and how sorry I am but she is so non receptive to me that it is like beating my head into a brick wall.
Now she wants to hire a mediator,and if I won't go along with that she is going to hire an attorney. Neither of us have the money to go through that.
I relpied to her e-mail asking her to please slow down before to much damage is done and to think about our kids. I really believe that with enough time and change on my part our M can survive, but right now she is hell bent on getting out.
