Why Can't I DB the right way??

[water2moon]

Hi yes, thank you I have looked at it and saved it to my faves. It's something I hope we can do one day but honestly right now I don't think he'll do it.I just need to detach and still be nice and kind and try to be his friend again. I'm hoping that this will make him see me in a new light. I have read D remedy so many times.And yet I can't apply them to my own Sitch. I really need to though or I may as well file D papers myself like Michelle says in the book. Does anyone have something they did to stop themselves when they wanted to rant and rave? This is what i really need right now..It seems like i pick fights with H on purpose yet can't make myself stop.