Never apologize for the length of your post. I am interested in ever word. Thanks so much for taking the time to respond. I am finding that I get a little bit stronger each day and that the only one who is going to be able to restore my M is God.
I love my W and will be here standing for our M for as long as it takes. I married her for life not just a couple of years and then go look for someone else.
I don't have anything negative to say about my W. I love her and will be here whenever she needs me. My kids deserve that as does our whole family. I don't beat her over the head with it. I don't even talk to her unless she initiates the conversation first unless there is pressing business.
I just know that at some point things will work out. I also believe the same for you. Hang in there and don't let anyone tell you to do anything other than what God wants you to do.
I got your back.
-Bryan
Me-45 W-34 T-5 M-3 1/2 s-10 s-12 ILYBNILWY 12/26/07 Sleeping away from home at friend's house(because she says she can't get any sleep otherwise) 1/14/08 1/25/08 We tell kids she is moving out