Letting God Take Control Part 9

[peacetoday]

Hi
I love those nice dreams about H
lately i am trying to write my dreams down to see what they mean
I try to see if my dreams could mean anything and help me with my choices
I love what you say about watching your thoughts
I feel happiest when I focus on H return and all of this working out
then
I see reality
H seems so far away and shows no signs of return and I allow my thought to think D
I know it is practice, but I am truely afarai to thionk positive thoiughts regardong H as I fear disappointment
peace