Whoo hoo. I got to hold my wife's hand today. Okay, it wasn't because she wanted to or anything. We sat beside each other in church today and during prayer and benediction, everyone holds hands. But just to have her touch again. Loved it.
She asked about the concert last night. I told her i had a wonderful time. I tried to leave it at that, but she kept asking questions about it. So, I gave her the details and was real upbeat about it. She missed a good time.
On the weekends I have the kids, we eat at W mother's house because the kids eat there every Sunday. I was sitting at the table by myself and W came and sat across from me and started a conversation. Really caught me off guard. Then she asked some more about the concert. Then since she didn't have her car, she asked me to take her to work. I did. We didn't talk in the car for the 15-20 minutes it took to get there. She looked tired and had her eyes closed, so i just left it alone. Then when she got out the car, she said bye to the kids and told me thank you. I said no problem. Then as we were pulling off, she just stared at the car.
This is an up moment for me. i know I am going to come back down, but right now, I FEEL GOOD.