Sara, I am so glad you were there for your daughter. It would have been hard to hear from nurses that she had trouble coming back out of it over the phone. So glad you got there.
olive, I have no idea why he wants to ML. It shocked me only because I thought he was no longer attracted to me. Maybe it was some sort of test. We discussed it a bit last night and I told him that yes, I was still attracted to him as well, but can't ML right now, the way we are. He understood and didn't say much else.
Journaling:
Tonight is H's birthday party. I am staying as busy as possible today to keep my mind off things. Had a quick talk about the party when H was here yesterday, he was surprised it would be a 'hard' day for me, thought I would be relieved not to have to plan his party for him. He was also shocked I thought another woman was going to be there, said no one is coming... odd bird, my H. If someone else was going to be there, he would have clammed up and not said a word. Who knows, not my mess...
Today is the anniversary of my father's death. He died in front of us, of a heart attack, when I was in high school. I still miss him, and know he would have made a wonderful grandfather.
D3 is so much better. She is back to her spunky self. Levels were great yesterday afternoon, not perfect, but improved. And we ALL slept last night. Amen.
Today is the anniversary of my father's death. He died in front of us, of a heart attack, when I was in high school. I still miss him, and know he would have made a wonderful grandfather.
Lwb,
Sorry to hear about your dad. Mine also died of a heart attack a few years back. He never got to meet my kids, I too think he would have made a great grand father PLUS I think he would have paid for the plaine tickets and went with me to kick the OM ass I miss him soo much.
take Care
Husband
And if I claim to be a wise man, well It surely means that I don't know
I'm a nightowl tonight...can't sleep, too much cr*p going through my brain right now...it's been a lousy day.
Isn't it odd the perceptions our WAS have about things...that your H thought you'd be glad to be missing his party...I could see my H saying something similar...not thinking about the other meanings, or at least not owning up to thinking/feeling about them.
Glad to hear your D is doing fine now...it's scary when little ones get that sick.
Has the weather been as beautiful in StL as it has been here in OK the last few days?
Hope you're sleeping peacefully right now, and that your SUnday is good.
husband, I am sorry about your father too. Thanks for checking in. You have mail, by the way.
nocode, I have been thinking about you and your father too. Thanks for the kind words.
Hey L, yes, you are right, here my H is, thinking I don't care about him or his birthday, but here I am, just trying to avoid the pain of how distant we are, and will continue to be.
H called the girls too late last night (his party, dontcha know) to tell them goodnight. He called an hour later, saying he felt so bad about that. I told him they were fine, I kissed them for him, and they were peacefully sleeping. He seemed to want to keep talking to me, but I ended the call. Nicely.
I wake up this morning to find H *on the couch*! Umm, aren't we separated?? lol Scary that I didn't hear a peep when he got home and he even came upstairs at some point. Oh well, I moved his tired carcass upstairs and let the sitter come anyway. Told H to let her leave when he finally woke up. D6 hoped that would be after church so she could skip it. lol
I have NO idea why he came home last night and won't ask. If he does it again, I will say something. Not good for lwb's space and peace. I am glad I didn't wake when he got home, I would have tailspinned and my mind would have gone crazy...
